I’m a failure
gained 6 inches round my waist in the past year :( i’m a pathetic slob
I went to church with my family tonight and the pastor said something that I think every Christian should hear
Pastor: Now, according to a few passages in the bible, homosexuality is a sin.
Couple of older males in the audience: Amen!
Pastor: Now, wait, I'm not finished.
Pastor: You know what else the bible defines as a sin? Divorce.
-uncomfortable silence-
Pastor: There are countless passages that talk about how divorce is wrong, and that there are consequences to getting a divorce, such as the wife should be stoned.
Pastor: Yet, I witnessed a divorce just this morning. And I gotta tell you, it was heartbreaking, but I definitely didn't attempt to throw rocks at the wife, even though she was the one who filed for divorce.
Pastor: We choose to overlook the consequences of divorce because time has proven that they're inhumane and cruel.
Pastor: The bible doesn't say anything about the consequences of a homosexual lifestyle. Yet, we seem to be spearheading a campaign to ruin the lives of people we don't even know.
-the pastor shifts a few notes around-
Pastor: The bible states to love thy neighbor. That's it. There are no other rules or restrictions to that passage.
Pastor: So, we as a church family have to support equality with a smile on our face. THAT is the true Christian way.
help me please, now i’m on study leave i have way much time on my hands. i’m eating too much making me feel like shit; i listen to the radio which brings back too many memories; i tidied my room and found perry’s necklace and a letter which i wrote him for valentines day and i still cant bare to take down the pictures or us together. the only thing i need right now, even more than a tissue to dry my tears is my sharpener blade because it bust be almost 2 months mow without cutting and i need the release. i dont know why it is, whether it’s because i read an old suicide letter or that i found my friends funeral service from 2 months ago or if its because i miss Perry or if its just exam stress, but i cried in front of mum yesterday and i cannot afford to do it again today or she’ll start acting weird again. i’ve tried working through it, tried sleeping, tried drawing but i need perry and i need a hug.
